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You are viewing the most recent 50 entries November 25th, 2035: long time no see! which is why you should add my new journal! . . getttoverit . . because i update that one August 28th, 2035: new journal! . . getttoverit . . i'll still post here though but whatever add that if you want. originally i wasnt gonna tell you kids but i decided why the fuck not. August 27th, 2035: rest in peace . .Bess Selwyn. December 1992- August 2004 forever my friend. forever my companion. forever in my heart. -------------------------- Bess, my dog, died today. she was 12 and a half years old. she died of cancer in the brain and liver. i wish i could say that i was there in the end but i can't. i drove her to the vet yesterday and was alone when she went into a seizure. i yelled at her and hit her because she wouldn't stop and wasn't breathing. the last words i said to her were "stop, you fucking dog, stop it!" i never got to say i love you. i never got to say goodbye. i never got to say i'm sorry. i'm sorry. so fucking sorry. August 24th, 2035: ... talked to scottie... talked to shirelle... davis has yet to respond to my call... picture day tomorrow. edit! DAMN! why do i always get the gay guy? August 22nd, 2035: what happened? what happened, davis? what happened, scott? what happened, shirelle? what fucking happened? i don't get this we were all so fucking close and now...now i haven't talked to a single one of you in 2 months or more. what happened? what the fuck happened? August 20th, 2035: guess who's back :: Predictable :: Something isn't right I can feel it again feel it again This isn't the first time That u left me waiting Sad excuses and false hopes high I saw this coming still I don't know why I let u in I knew it all along Ur so predictable I knew something would go wrong So u don't have to call Or say anything at all So predictable So take ur empty words ur broken promises And all the time u stole cause I am done with this I can give it away give it away I'm doin everything I should've And now I'm makin a change I'm living the day I'm giving back what u gave me I don't need anything I knew it all along So predictable I knew something would go wrong So u don't have to call Or say anything at all So predictable Everywhere I go Everyone I meet Every time I try to fall in love They all want to know why I'm so broken Why I'm so cold Why I'm so hard inside. Why am I scared What am I afraid of I don't even know This story's never had an end I've been waiting I've been searching I've been hoping I've been dreaming u would come back But I know the ending of this story Ur never coming back Never..never..never..never.......... I knew it all along Ur so predictable I knew something would go wrong So u don't have to call Or say anything at all So predictable Everywhere I go for the rest of my life Everyone that I love Everyone I care about They're all gonnaa wanna know what's wrong with me And I know what it is I'm ending this right now.. August 19th, 2035: it has not been my week wel well well. 70 people signed up for GSA so i'm super excited that there's that much interest. and in other news have to do: chemistry worksheet world history study guide(start definitions) read chapter 2,8, and the first section of 9 for world history pray i didn't fail my first geometry test. ------ will upload pictures later...there's really only one or two of me i want to post but maybe i'll take more. ta loves, kattie EDIT!  i think its pretty good for having a shit ass day and coming straight from the barn. do we love? August 18th, 2035: stolen from the scott monster. would you? (put an x next to what you'd do for me) ( )go out with me? ( )give me your number? ( )have sex with me? ( )give me money? ( )let me kiss you? ( )watch a movie with me? ( )have dinner with me? ( )let me borrow your car? ( )kick my ass? ( )take a shower with me? ( )be my gf/bf? ( )have a fling with me? ( )be there for me? ( )buy me a drink? ( )take me home for the night? ( )give me a good time? Repost this and see what people say ------------------- maybe i'll go all cam whore tonight and post recent pictures since i haven't done that since...about april. eat you later, kattie August 12th, 2035August 8th, 2035:
. i read the most amazing book last night. it's called What Happened to Lani Garver by Carol Plum-Ucci. it is so fucking amazing everyone should read it. school tomorrow...suckfest o4/05 here we come! . August 5th, 2035: Schedule: S1: 1st: World History- Schuler 2nd: Chemistry- Lofstrand 3rd:Chorus-Ogletree 4th:Geometry-Young S2: 1st:Latin- Sharpe 2nd: Rec Games-Malloy Photo Design-Grace 3rd:English- Sharpe(may be changed to honors) 4th: Foundations/FCS-Bachus :
did school stuff yesterday and saw a lot of people. it was fun and there are some hot new guys so thats cool. um...lizzie isn't in my advisement which totally sucks ass. so she better be in a lot of my classes... my chemical romance once again cancelled their show in atlanta which pisses me off because its the third time they've done it. i'm spazing about the first day of school. i'm going to feel like a freshmen and get lost in the new building. and of course picking out what to where...you would think that i didn't give a shit but on the first day i do and then from there, whatever. this entry has no real purpose so i'm going to leave now. ta loves kattie p.s johnny depp is the hottest thing ever made. August 2nd, 2035:
. getting my hair dyed again...not sure what color but i can promise pictures. school thing on wednesday.sucks. actually i'm really excited about going back to school. not about the actual school thing but the seeing friends and being prez de la GSA thing. charlie is gonna be an nshs-er so thats pretty exciting...um.... i didn't get to see the cure or go to warped so i'm super pissed off. esp. since gc is playing the 50 yrs of rck show but miller light is the sponser so its a 21+ show. i really need to look up show and see whos coming round. so if anyone knows of a shw and theyd wanna invite me feel free to do so. ta loves . . EDIT! Face to Face, My Chemical Romance Where: Masquerade When: 8/14/2004 Price: $15.00 Info: This is an all ages, general admission show. Doors open at 7pm.....show at 8pm. anyone interested? MCR rocks. August 1st, 2035July 21st, 2035July 19th, 2035: things to do before school starts: -get hair done -get some new clothes -hang out with scott -hang out with lawrie -hit the gym -get couch for room -hang out with lizzie -take some pictures -hit the gym some more -meet lots of people that aren't nshs-ers -hit the hym some more -get a list of stuff for gsa -go to a show -finish summer reading...or start it -hit the gym July 18th, 2035:
well...it's been awhile eh? busy busy week and i'm going out of town on thursday. I KNOW! what will you do without me?!?...just kidding. um.... i just finished making a present for lizzie which she'll get when we finally see each other. and... i'm not going to be a ble to see the cure(AHHHHHHHHHHH many tears) or even go to the warped tour...sucky sucky sucky. but i do get my navel pierced and my hair down. plus a couch for my room and a new camera!(though that may be a birthday present) well got to go and....i dunno but there isn't a lot of depth in me right now so this is just a simple update. buh bye! p.s P.F Changs has the best vegetarian food ever!!! July 12th, 2035: HEY HEY KIDS! . that's right kate is home from jesus camp. however, she doesn't want to do a detailed over all of the past five weeks because the basically sucked ass and more. + one good thing that happened = met a kid who worked in the kitchen a.k.a matt( better known as as Spoons ) and he kicks ass. ummm.... not up for much chatting because edward scissorhands is downstairs in the dvd player and i don't know how long the internet plans on working. so sorry kids but i'm checking out until tomorrow( drivers ed all week long,wahoo!) love ya miss'd ya leave me a note. June 3rd, 2035: WRITE ME! . Kattie Selwyn Camp Merri-Mac 1123 Montreat Rd. Black Mt., NC 28711 . so long and much love. there will be no updates until Jul 11th. so if you need to tell me something either write me at the address above or leave a comment on this pst and i'll get back to you in five weeks. muah! <3 kattie June 1st, 2035:
. hey kids leave me your address so i can write you from camp . or if you're in fear of someone seeing your address and coming to rape you . . . email it to me at : dreambelievescream@mindspring.com May 31st, 2035: some lovely quotes from Harry Potter that a few people should keep in mind. . "If you want to know what a man's like, take a good look at how he treats his inferiors, not his equals." -Sirius Black "Fear of a name increases fear of a thing itself." -Dumbledore "There is no good and evil, there is only power...and those too weak to seek it." -Quirrel "Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it."-Albus Dumbledore lupin:"harry ive left a letter telling your aunt and uncle not to worry -" harry:"they wont" lupin:"-that your safe-" harry:"thatll just depress them" lupin:"-and youll see them next summer" harry:"do i have to?" ( okay not deep but it's funny and i love my remmie!) "Did you like questin ten, Mooney?" asked Sirius "loved it" said lupin "give five signs that identify the werewolf, Excellent question" "do you think you managed to get all the signs?" said James in tones of mock concern. "think I did," said Lupin "one:he's sitting on my chair. Two: he's wearing my clothes. Three: his name's Remus Lupin..." ( did i mention i love remmie? and siri too!) "In the end, it mattered not that you could not close your mind. It was your heart that saved you." -Dumbledore "She killed him...I'll kill her..." - Harry ( of course...violence is not the answer...unless it's sirius black you've killed! murder the bitch, murder her!) and others that i am too lazy to look up though they are probably the best ones. a sum of it: right after sirius has fallen through the veil and harry tries to go after him but remus grabs him and they say something along the lines of- " No, Harry. He can't come back, he can't came back because he's... he's d-" "HE'S-NOT-DEAD!" ( and he isn't cause then remmie would be all alone, since he and siri were so fucking each other.) and at the end of the book(not the very end) dumbledore is talking to harry right after sirius has died. and harry isn't taking it at all well... and it basically comes out as this- dumble says something like ' harry it's normal feel like this when you lose someone, it's human. and harry screams... "THEN I DON'T WANT TO BE HUMAN!" May 30th, 2035: Insanity by Oingo Boingo. 'I'm so sorry, please forgive me who do I pray to to straighten out this problem? (problem) Straighten out this problem (problem), straighten out my mind (Mind) Straighten out ...this crooked tongue...(x3) My mind has wandered, from the straight and narrow my mind has wandered from the flock you see My mind has wandered, the man just said so my mind has wandered I heard it on TV and the flock has wandered away from me. (Chorus 1) All around the world now like a big bright cherry cloud Traveling from home to home TV sets and telephones Here it comes just like a storm bathe in it and be reborn Time to let the world know welcome madness, ...say hello...(x3) Like a wave we cannot see washing over you and me Hiding here and hiding there madness hiding everywhere Such a curiosity here it comes to set us free Plenty left for you and me say hello insanity I am the virus, are you the cure? I am morally(morally), I'm morally impure(Impure) I am a disease and I am unclean I am not part of God's well oiled machine Christian nation(Nation), assimilate me(me) Take me in your arms and set me free I am part of a degenerate elite(elite) dragging our society into the street -yeah- Into the abyss and to the sewer don't you see The man just told me, he told me on TV Do you think you're better than me Do you want to kill me or befriend me And the alcoholic bastard waved his finger at me And His voice was filled with evangelical glee Sipping down his gin & tonics While preaching about the evils of narcotics And the evils of sex,(sex) and the wages of sin (Sin) While he mentally fondles his next of kin and My mind has wandered from the flock you see And the flock has wandered away from me And he waved his hypnotizing finger at me (Chorus 2) Let's imitate reality (Insanity) Let's strive for mediocrity (Insanity) Let's make believe we're all the same (Now that's for me) Let's sanitize our little brains (Insanity) I'd love to take you home with me and tuck you into bed I'd love to see what makes you tick inside your pretty head I'd love to hear you laugh tonight, I'd love to hear you weep I'd love to listen to you while you're screaming in your sleep. Christian sons, Christian daughters Lead me along like a lamb to the slaughter Purify my brain and hose down my soul White perfection, perfection is my goal Do you think you're better than me Do you want to kill me, or befriend me Christian nation(nation), make us alright Put us through the filter and make us pure and white cuz' My mind has wandered away from me and the flock has wandered, away from me Let's talk of family values while we sit and watch the slaughter Hypothetical abortions on imaginary daughters The white folks think they're at the top, ask any proud white male A million years of evolution, we get Danny Quayle (Chorus 1 & 2) I'd love to take you home with me, I'd love to tuck you in I wish I could protect you from the wages of our sin I'd love to hear you scream tonight, I'd love to hear you cry Protect you from the madness that is raining from the sky (Chorus 2) I'd love to take you home with me and tuck you into bed I'd love to see what makes you tick inside your pretty head I wish that I could keep you in a precious Chinese box On Sundays I would pray for you so it would never stop I'd love to hear you laugh tonight, I'd love to hear you weep I'd love to listen to you while you're screaming in your sleep I'd love to soothe you with my voice and take your hand in mine I'd love to take you past the stars and out of reach of time I'd love to see inside your mind, to tear it all apart To cut you open with knife and find your sacred heart I'd love to take your satin dolls and tear them all to shreds I'd love to mess your pretty hair, I'd love to see you dead.' . . . . wow. May 28th, 2035:
okay. journal is all colorful now. i was to lazy to do proper sizing and shit so there's probably overlaping repeating nonsense, i really wish someone would just show me how to make my journal all cool and shit because i can only do it the chea ass way. May 27th, 2035: WHAT NOW KIDS?!? i owe all below information from this site: http://www.geocities.com/howtodressemo/ and i owe finding that site to laura cause she's the coolest. the information about being emo...and how to be it well: Also, to be emo you have to be really skinny. Why do you think so many of them are vegans. If you are not skinny, you have to lose weight before you can officially be emo. How many emo girls do you see walking around with a big tank ass? That's what I thought. On the message boards, make a name for yourself. Become a "regular". Be sure to tell all the people that list the bands they like that they are not emo enough and that they should go away until they get some real taste in music! If they ask what you like, refuse to tell them. Give them a reason like "you are not worthy enough to step into my music world". Or anything similar. Now lets change how you act in real life. First, you must go to as many shows as you can! I can not stress that enough. Whether you like the band or not. If you like the band, then you can enjoy it and get scene points! If you don't like the band, you can stand there bitching about how much the band sucks. Then people will come up to you and ask why. You can then talk about how the bands you listen to have so much more talent. Then you get to name drop! Now the fun begins because you can make up band names. However, they should still be very emo so you sound like you know what you are talking about, even though you don't. Go here for some ideas. Try and share your emo music with as many people as you can. Get really angry when they don't like it. Get really mad when they do like it and try to share it with other people. Expect hardcore and straight edge kids to make fun of you. Tell them "your scene is dead!" and run away like the little wuss you are. kattie's emo screen name: dismalxwithxtragedy ------------------------------- yeah that site rules you. May 26th, 2035:
major events in the next 9 days. thursday the 27th- finish "king" shirts w/syd and maddie. go to book store. burn cds friday the 28th- hair cut and dye( streaks white blonde). work out monday the 31st- work out start packing for camp. tuesday the 1st- move leo( my horse) to new barn. keep packing. wednesday the 2nd- work out. go see RENT at the fox! thursday the 3rd- finish packing. friday the 4th- NEW HARRY POTTER MOVIE on imax w/syd maddie katie and becca. saturday the 5th- leave for camp sunday the 6th- first day of camp for 5 weeks. go jesus. May 21st, 2035:
WAHOO! no school for three months!!! WAHOO! and...i re-redislocated my shoulder. EDIT: ( Kate is very proud of this picture. ) May 19th, 2035: joy to the fucking world i dislocated my shoulder again...and finals start tomorrow. edit: i'm president of the north springs GSA next year!!! May 17th, 2035:
last week of school, last week of school! yes it is...i'm serious. no i'm siri... shuddup. May 14th, 2035: troy is officially the HOTTest movie ever . kirsten "Jesus!" me- " No, that's Brad Pitt." ...so if the trojans lost the war, why aren't the condoms called spartans? May 13th, 2035May 12th, 2035May 11th, 2035May 8th, 2035: stolen 1.What do you think of me? 2.On a Scale from 1-10, how nice am I to you? 3.Do I seem caring? 4.Outgoing or shy? 5.Funny or serious? 6.Sweet or mean? 7.Singing or dancing? 8.Colorful or gray? 9.Smart or stupid? 10.Faithful or faithless? 11.Goody-goody, naughty-naughty, or in between? 12.Weird or gifted? 13.Which celebrity is most like me? 14.Do you like being friends with me? 15.Do you ever think about me off-line? 16.What's a nickname you could give me? 17.Dark or a bright person? 18.Do you consider me one of your good friends? 19.How would you describe me to someone else? 20.Cheater or loyal? 21.Guy-Crazed, Girl-Crazed, or laid back? 22.Skater or preppy? 23.Chatty or quiet? 24.Do you think I'm cute, OK, or HOT? 25.What's your prediction for my future? 27.Poetic or logical? 28.Annoyingly hyper or cutely hyper? 29.Will we be friends in the future? 31.Am I a kind of person you would ever date? 32.Would you stick up for me in a fight? 33.Partier, Semi-partier, or party pooper? 34.Lovable, likable, or I hate you? 35.Would you ever go out with me? 36.Would you ever give your phone number 2 me? 37.Do I have a chance with you? 38.Would you ever hug me? 39.Would you ever kiss me? 40.Have you ever had a crush on me? 41.What was the first thing you noticed about me? 42.What is my best trait? 43.If I was dying right in front of you, what would your last comment to me? May 4th, 2035May 3rd, 2035:
Midtown rundown friday- i didn't go...but charlie and jason said it was fun. saturday- totally rocked my socks! um.... smile empty soul was awesome...ran into scott in the mosh pit. trapt was okay...i saw them last year and still wasnt very impressed. the strokes...I LOVE THE STROKES! they were b-e-a-utifully amazing. and b-e-a-utiful looking! the offspring...WOW! charlie and i got up front it was cool. FooFighters! dave grohl AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! former nirvana member AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! SO AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sunday- the fire theft, not a big fan but some of the members were part of sunny day real estate which rocks. switchfoot. wow these guys...SUCK live! i'm serious...i mean the pit was fun we were in front( big suprise eh?) but they were horrible. fuel was amazing, sounded awesome the pit got super active and was crazy fun! charlie and i were again up front in the middle and it was just alot a lot of fun. i left after that because courtney love was next but charlie and the rest of the kids stayed to throw stuff at her and hold a sign that basically says she sucks...only in a much more harsh manner. ^_^ :
- i hate myself... i have a crush on my close friend's recently ex-boyfriend. - midtown rundown later. April 30th, 2035: sorry i've been like dead kids i'll give everyone 1 guess as to who wrote this song: This time I won’t take it back ‘Cause something’s coming to you This time I’m going to breathe a breath Walking on down the road I can never promise that you’ll never be lonely But as long as we’re together it can always only be Misery Last night I got off the fence ‘Cause I won’t be the fool On this side the grass is greener than The garden that I used to grow I’m walking on down the road I can never promise that you’ll never be lonely But as long as we’re together it can always only be Misery Misery, Misery ------------------ p.s- jon i still have to send your lighter and i'm going to try really really hard to do it next week(music midtown this weekend!) muah!<3 April 27th, 2035:
so gracie is coming with me to music midtown and we're meeting up with a shitload of people. ---------------------------------------- speaking of tongue depressers...i have to go to the dentist today. April 25th, 2035: MMMBOPin! kate got the new hanson cd!!! ----------------------------- so last night went to this concert deal at The Sanctuary. Crumbling Arches were playing so i was photographing again(pictures later). AND OH MY GOD! tight-pants fest! like whoa. hot boys times five...lots of emo music and this really cool band that you can learn more about at: http://www.defininngmomentrock.com (got one of their t-shirts(its really big) and ep) and one of the guys(vox of one of the emo bands) had the nicest/hottest/sexyist ass in the history of assness. yeah...no pictures of him, sorry kids. muah!<3 April 23rd, 2035:
who wants to go to music midtown with me? my parents take us and we go both saturday(all of it!) and sunday...screw friday nothing good. spend the night at my house saturday too. April 22nd, 2035April 20th, 2035: Today: kate was in great pain, so much pain that she called her mommy to come take her to the doctor. mommy took kate to dr. hatrak(chiropracter) dr. hatrak fixed kate up. kate had hyper extended her elbow, dislocated her arm, and dislocated a rib. kate is still in pain but atleast her arm is even with the other. -------------------------------------- in other news she wrote this story inspired by episode 15 of My So-Called Life ---------------------------------------- So-Called Angels I stood on the bottom step of the boardwalk that stretched across the beach’s white sand. The night was a dark, cool, and awkwardly eerie. It was one of those nights where you feel like something’s going to happen. Something that no one would ever believe. I stood quietly, on that same step, as the white slender form of a boy slid by me. His board shorts settled low down on his slim hips, his pale torso glowed lightly in the moonlight. He ran laughing into the ocean waves that I knew were rapidly losing their afternoon heat. I found myself running after the boy, following that perfect beauty. I stood at the waters edge watching the boy splash through the white crested waves, well aware of the salty water that splash over my toes. I stood there a few minutes and watch the boy, a young man really, play and swim in the expanse of black water. I watched as he started to move towards the shore, towards the place where I silently stood. He grinned as he approached me, eyes sparkling with the same laughter he had shared with the oceans dark waves. I stood looking up at him, at his blond hair, pale skin, and erotic blue eyes. I looked at him in wonder, his looks amazed me but his presence sent chills all over my body. I stood unmoved as he leaned towards me, bowing his head to the side until his soft lips aligned with my own. His lips were frigid, his skin was too, and I noticed for the first time the crystallized flakes of ice on his brows. I stood a foot away from him catching my breath, he didn’t have to. His smile was now melancholic. “Go ahead, ask me.” His voice was far away and I saw, for the first time, the nothingness behind his laughing eyes. “How did you die?” The hardest question I ever had to ask. “I drowned.” April 19th, 2035:
new layout. my so-called life. with my favorite line from my favorite episode. yeah. ---------- if you could look like anyone in the world who would it be? gwen stafani. how about you? :
new layout. my so-called life. with my favorite line from my favorite episode. yeah. ---------- if you could look like anyone in the world who would it be? gwen stefani. how about you? April 18th, 2035: HOW TO BE AN ARTIST _ stay loose. learn to watch snails. plant impossible gardens. invite someone dangerous to tea. make little signs that say 'Yes!' and post them all over your house. make friends with freedom & uncertainty. look forward to dreams. cry during movies. swing as high as you can on a swingset, by moonlight. cultivate moods. refuse to "be responsible." do it for love. take lots of naps. give money away. do it now. the money will follow. believe in magic. laugh a lot. celebrate every gorgeous moment. take moonbaths. have wild imaginings, transformative dreams, and perfect calm. draw on the walls. read every day. imagine yourself magic. giggle with children. listen ot old people. open up. dive in. be free. bless yourself. drive away fear. play with everything. entertain your inner child. you are innocent. build a fort with blankets. get wet. hug trees. write love letters. April 13th, 2035:
what is up with disney? they can't find anything original to do so they just make sequels to ALL of their goddamn movies. fuck that. April 11th, 2035:
i can't help but think about who i thought i was throughout the past few years. it's insane how people change in so short a time and it actually pisses me off. why can't i just stay one person? that's what i'm gonna try and do, i'm not gonna try and be anyone or anything. i am not a kid i am not an adult i am not punk i am not emo i am not indie i am not hXc i am not prep i am not jock i am not a loser i am not a slut i am not a druggie i am not perfect i am not lost i am not happy i am not sad i am not normal i am not weird i am not original i am not unoriginal i am not crazy i am not tame i am not cool i am not stupid i am not bright i am not average i am not a whore i am not a bitch i am not a vamp i am not wild i am not anything i am not everything i am not the world i am not an angel i am not a devil i am not... anything that anyone has every called me. |
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